Uh huh I just wanna get high enough It ain't even about the rush, yeah I just wanna get high enough So medicated, I wanna die/be sedated I just wanna get high enough It ain't even about the rush, yeah I just wanna get high enough Get high, wanna die, gotta be sedated
To take off the edge Self-depricated Self medicated keep the pain away yeah Self medicated keep the pain at bay yeah It’s not about war It’s harm reduction
Uh huh uh huh I know, I know, I know how you feel
I just wanna get high enough It ain't even about the rush, yeah Self medicated I wanna, gotta be sedated
Is it all already over? Nothing sticks to the wall Calm before the fall I felt nothing at
I just wanna get high enough It ain't even about the rush, yeah Self medicated I wanna, gotta be sedated
Clandestine mind Once bitten twice shy I never really felt alive until now i never knew why Its a sickness, its a revlation I’m gonna need my medication Its why I dont call I wont even take it all
I just wanna get high enough It ain't even about the rush, yeah Self medicated I wanna, gotta be sedated I just wanna get high enough It ain't even about the rush, yeah Self medicated I wanna, gotta be sedated
2. Unread
It hurts to know that you’re not on this earth For what it’s worth If i could, i’d go back To that parking lot of that church Ghost from my past I Wont let me forget You should haunt me because im complicit
I never left them on read I leave them un read feel like a killer cause I left em on dead
Lingering in my thoughts through the day Forever haunting me Wonder how many songs it will take? How many more i gotta make until i feel okay?
It hurts to know that you’re not on this earth For what it’s worth If i could, i’d go back To that parking lot of that church Ghost from my past I Wont let me forget You should haunt me because im complicit
The only difference between “fear and loathing” and me is the doseing The only difference between you and me Is what we were taking
It hurts to know that you’re not on this earth For what it’s worth If i could, i’d go back To that parking lot of that church Ghost from my past I Wont let me forget You should haunt me because im complicit
I never left them on read I leave them un read feel like a killer cause I left em on dead
Lingering in my thoughts through the day Forever haunting me Wonder how many songs it will take? How many more i gotta make until i feel okay? How many more songs will it take?
3. PTSD
They fresh, they lean They on sight, they off a bean They blessed, but they fiends PTSD from what they seen
Eh, Put your fists in the air Make it known that you don’t care Woah, woah, let go, whip your hair Clo- Clo- Close your eyes, breath the air Okay now, believe in me You don’t need that ish to be free I’ll Put you on to what im on Bet on it and you’ll see
They fresh, they lean They on sight, they off a bean They blessed but they fiends PTSD from what they seen
Getting caught up In the thoughts in your head Gotta free it up Like all the doggies in the feds Getting caught up In the thoughts in your head Gotta free it up Like all the doggies in the feds
They fresh, they lean They on sight, they off a bean They blessed but they fiends PTSD from what they seen
Eh, just stop a second to think Bitches cashin‘ in on your pain Covert motives control how you think bet on your self loathing to make bank It’s a class war, with only two ranks Yeah, you gotta know the lies that they tell Spot the narratives that they sell All in the aim of growing their wealth They’re counting on you hating yourself
They fresh, they lean They on sight, they off a bean They blessed but they fiends PTSD from what they seen
4. Opp Or Not
Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either a real one, or a bop Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either real, or just talk Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either a real one, or a bop Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either real, or just talk
Better not leave me Or you’ll be in my music Better believe me Because I am the truth, yeah I am the realest I do not facetune it If you wanna keep it Then you gotta use it Yeah, you were weeping The day we concluded Weren’t even gon meet me Yeah, that was some rude shit But I know you grieved it Cause I am the coolest You dipped out on a boss Just to be a student
Better not leave me Or you’ll be in my music Better believe me Because I am the truth, yeah I am the realest I do not facetune it If you wanna keep it Then you gotta use it Yeah, you were weeping The day we concluded Weren’t even gon meet me Yeah, that was some rude shit But I know you grieved it Cause I am the coolest Yeah, I am the shit An I don’t need to poove it
Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either a real one, or a bop Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either real, or just talk Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either a real one, or a bop Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either real, or just talk
You weren’t on gang, like I thought You did a lot of talk But secretly you were an opp Naw, you weren’t my dog You were a fox You weren’t on gang, like I thought You did a lot of talk But secretly you were an opp Naw you’re not a dog You are a fox
Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either a real one, or a bop Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either real, or just talk Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either a real one, or a bop Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either real, or just talk
Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either a real one, or a bop You think you’re smart, but you’re lost Think you know, but you lost the plot We are not friends, you’re like a cop You can pretend all you want We don’t play wit you at all Naw, you’re like a toy that I’d toss
Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either a real one, or a bop Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either real, or just talk Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either a real one, or a bop Either you’re an opp, or you’re not You’re either real, or just talk
They fresh, they lean They on sight, they off a bean They blessed but they fiends PTSD from what they seen
Eh, just stop a second to think Bitches cashin‘ in on your pain Covert motives control how you think bet on your self loathing to make bank It’s a class war, with only two ranks Yeah, you gotta know the lies that they tell Spot the narratives that they sell All in the aim of growing their wealth They’re counting on you hating yourself
They fresh, they lean They on sight, they off a bean They blessed but they fiends PTSD from what they seen
5. Travel On
Travel on, morning glory Travel on, but you left before me Travel on, morning glory Travel on, but you left before me
Can’t seem to stop thinking bout Liam He was so unique, I wish you could meet him He could’ve been the one, except I freed him It’s been so damn long since I last seen him He was badass, but not like a demon I know that he’s not a demon Naw, cause his ma’s a believer Know that he’s up there with Jesus I hope nobody hears this I hope nobody sees this It hurts, you know, I’m on my fiend shit I’m cut open, spillin’ my feelings In the past, but I cannot leave it Livin’ too fast, to look at things scenic Thought that I’d already seen it Life ended before I knew the meaning
Travel on, morning glory Travel on, but you left before me Travel on, morning glory Travel on, but you left before me
Travel on I want the same marks, you had on your arm Traveled on I know cause you told me, you were on heron
Travel on, morning glory Travel on, but you left before me Travel on, morning glory Travel on, but you left before me
At least I got to tell him, “I’m sorry” Before he passed, and I was in morning Before it was the end of the story After he taught me how to torrent And play “Travel On” by Morning Glory Before he hopped trains, across the country I’m a bitch, hate who was the old me And if I could, I would hit replay Wish I was the kind who can’t feel shit But I think my heart has internal bleedin’ Hurts when im awake, but more when I’m dreamin’ Dreams are like opps, tryna catch u sleepin’ So I stay rolled up Wit duh fake in da cup Nothing or doubled up I’m just tryin to keep my pain numb
Travel on, morning glory Travel on, but you left before me Travel on, morning glory Travel on, but you left before me
6. All Wrk No Play
Eh, eh All work and no play Maybe I’m dull, but I’m on game All work and no play But I’m on fire, I go insane
It’s like I’m freestyling into the void I’m on my grind everyday I don’t mind if I work doubles I never miss a day I don’t let up no matter the time it takes I guess I’m dull because I never play
Eh, Eh All work and no play Maybe I’m dull, but I’m on game All work and no play But I’m on fire, I go insane
All work and no play All work and no play I never play Aye yay yay
Eh, Eh All work and no play Maybe I’m dull, but I’m on game All work and no play But I’m on fire, I go insane
I’m out of town At my other house You know I never leave it When I go out Yeah, I brought the office I’m in the stu Bet, I’ma cook up Sumin’ brand new Okay, I know, I got it Lemmie bridge the concepts Bet it sumn’ you fuck wit Bet on R.O.I. Return on investment Call me Jack, Because I am shining
Eh, Eh All work and no play Maybe I’m dull, but I’m on game All work and no play But I’m on fire, I go insane
7. Later
Like I said Most of my fans started out as a hater And most people who doubt Will change their mind later Most of my fans started out as a hater And most people who doubt Will change their mind later Later, later Later, later
Eh, eh, my tracks are real hard Eh, eh, amateur produ-star (woah) Eh, eh, I’m like a bush fire (ha) Hey, these songs gon take me real far (ha ha) Some my biggest fans, my biggest haters But I still love em (but I still love em) Don’t try to change em Try to change me? (Who?) But they failin’ (hah) My old b tried hard, but couldn’t contain her
Like I said Most of my fans started out as a hater And most people who doubt Will change their mind later Most of my fans started out as a hater And most people who doubt Will change their mind later Later, later Later, later
Later, la la la la la la la Later, la la la la la la la I don’t stop, til each song is ready Pact with God One of these songs gonna get me a grammy Later later la la la la la la la
Like I said Most of my fans started out as a hater And most people who doubt Will change their mind later Most of my fans started out as a hater And most people who doubt Will change their mind later Later, later Later, later
I got so many bars now Shocked, I set that bar so low Worth it, but I didn’t know Ride or die, as far as you’d go You were behind bars, I got you out Mean as hell, but you’d never shout Told you, “say the quiet part out loud” Now days I’d go pound for pound Wow, that shit went full circle round I’m goin’ up, and you just a clown I’m not gonna try, but if I did I don’t even know where you’d be found
Like I said, Most of my fans started out as a hater And most people who doubt Will change their mind later Most of my fans started out as a hater And most people who doubt Will change their mind later Later, later Later, later